July 2012
104 posts
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“I suppose it’s a comfort, perhaps a sense of self- control, doing worse...”
– Chuck Palahniuk, Tell All
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“…homesickness is just a state of mind for me, I’m always missing...”
– Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation
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July 24th
[[MORE]]I’m not going to lie, today has been horribly hard..Its my dads birthday today, his first birthday that he isn’t alive for. It’s torn me apart. I’ve been dreading today for weeks now..thinking about it, loosing sleep over it. Thankfully its almost over. The thing is I thought it wouldn’t be that bad because I had mentally prepared myself for it..The thing I...
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“More and more I found myself at a loss for words and didn’t want to hear...”
– Paula McLain
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“I carry silence with me
the way others carry snapshots
of loved ones. I offer...”
– Stephen Dunn, “The Silence”
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“I was hit head-on by a brutal loneliness. I felt dark and hollow. Abandoned,...”
– Nicole Krauss
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omg (triggering)
[[MORE]]I actually managed to go ALL of yesterday without bingeing and purging! OMFG. IT WAS SO HARDDDD!!!! Today’s a different story..already purged 2x…but YESTERDAY! The sad part is the only way I was able to do that was by not eating anything.. WHYISRECOVERYSOfuckingHARD?!
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“It is in these moments of tender and ridiculous nostalgia that I know something...”
– Steve Almond
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“When I was young I began to draw an invisible boundary between myself and other...”
– Sputnik Sweetheart, Haruki Murakami (via thebluekite)
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motivational-suicide asked: you sound a lot like me.
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..I'm too young to feel this old..
[[MORE]]There is so many people in my dorm now, but they all seem so young and immature. I know I’m only two years older than most of them which normally wouldn’t probably make a huge difference in the grand scheme of things, but the thing is I don’t even feel my age. When I remember that I’m only 20 it seems like a weird joke. 20? really? I feel at least 50. I feel...
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“Living just to keep going
Going just to stay sane
All the while never knowing...”
– Tighten Up, The Black Keys 